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I've known for a long long time that I'm easy to forget, or just to fade into the background. I'm laid back that it doesn't seem that I ever put any insistence on anything. However, lately I've been feeling more and more like I just don't matter. It's easy to forget my requests, it's easy to forget my existence. If I want to talk, it's put off. If I want a favor, it's forgotten for days at a time. If I just want a hug or someone to talk to, it's next to fucking impossible to get someone to come spend a little bit of time with me. Yes, I've been a hermit lately, but maybe that's not necessarily all my fault.

Slainte

John-Boy